[@TheUnknowable] Yeah, pfff, I knew she was like that from the moment I read your description of her. Not like I was trying to make a joke out of how you worded the things she would do to make others join her cult... But as matter of factly, there is nothing irrational on viewing everything as a joke. You may have developed a mindset that nothing matters to you anymore and you may involuntarily laugh when you see people try hard at this "life thing".