[quote=@Wick] [@Cyndyr] My guess is that you blocked it to protect yourself. It's better if you can put it behind you and keep looking forwards. That takes a lot of time to get through emotionally. It sounds like you are doing really well now and I am glad to hear that. You will deal with residual effects of it your entire life. So I think it is good to get it and whatever else comes up off of your chest. [/quote] That's likely the case, yes. I have recently been trying to piece together memories of my childhood as my first ten years of life appear to be a void aside from what people have told me. I have found a few memories, but they weren't pleasant ones. That being said, I am considering writing about my life if only to come to terms with what has happened.