[quote=@Wick] [@Cyndyr] You might want to be careful about that. You might find it was worse than you thought. Handling that type of thing can be a lot harder than you think. I would hate to see you suffer more. [/quote] It can't be much worse than what I already know. Parents probably never loved me, family betrayed me, supposed best friend paid her cousin a dollar to drown me in a lake when I was seven, been a scapegoat for a band of whiny suicidal teens for as long as I can remember, was targeted by my parent's lovely alcoholic of a roommate until I was kicked out for not doing her dishes, yadda, yadda, etc. I truly appreciate your concern, but I think that's a story that should be told just as James McBride shared the story of his mother and Tim O'Brien of his lost war buddies. There are a lot of extraordinary people that I've met in my life who deserve acknowledgment for even being part of my life.