[@Caits] I want to say I am sorry. I know I caused my share of the drama. More than I am proud of. I have been having a bad year and I think I took a lot of that out on this role (mostly because it's the only one I have at the moment). As someone who hates excused (and I've used more than my share recently) I am not saying that is a valid reason for my actions. I am an adult and I haven't really been acting like one. Maybe it's a midlife crisis. Whatever. I am putting a stop to it now. I am going to put my big girl pants on and get my act together. I will keep an eye out for the restart. I will read all the rules and consider carefully before I apply. I do want to stay in this roleplay. I love the plot. I love the characters. And I think I can met the writing requirements. I think you and the others will push me and help me grow and I need that. I've been stuck. But if you or whoever you chose as your Co-GM don't agree I will understand(though saddened). I've done a lot of damage this year. But hopeful not so much you won't at least consider giving me a second chance to prove that I can do this.