I hate having the time to finally write but finding no motivation to do so even if there are posts to be done. 

Inversely I hate having the motivation and interest and ideas but then having no time to put anything down.

It's like sometimes the world is working against you whether you have time but lack the focus or drive. Or you have the interest and energy but time is just not on your side. It really sucks and probably happens in the real world and not just with writing/roleplaying. Like right now I have several hours to myself but all I want to do is make interest checks instead of making posts I need to do. 

Seriously brain, work with me here!