[@Rhythmloid]That's very responsible of you. 

The truth is that when I started this whole RP thing on this site, that I always thought that RPs moved at a slow and casual pace. That they only sped up at certain times of great interest. Perhaps that's what I've always expected from this experience. A casual experience I could just drop into, add my piece to, then watch it bloom. But I never thought I would be a major component in something so grand. 

It's overwhelming, to say the least. Maybe I feel too much and think too little. My greatest weakness. The source of my procrastination. I feel absolutely terrible when I think that you're sitting there, eagerly awaiting my reply. But alas, feeling too much and thinking too little makes one hide away it seems. 

A possible explanation. All I can ask is for infinite patience. No patience is enough for me. I'm sorry. Perhaps we can make this project evolve beyond the RP? Maybe that will motivate me more. Any ideas?