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Hearing Julie ask what the equilibrium spell does made her look down, covering her face with her hands for a handful of seconds before she looked back up taking a deep breath to calm her nerves,
‘well if she doesn’t run for the hills with this.’ She thought to herself with a self-depreciating smile then looking directly at Julie. “What it does is… is well…” she pauses trying to think of a good way of putting it before continuing “what it does is here” she waves her arms in front of herself gesturing to herself. “I don’t know what you know of fairies or how we grow, but all of us at one point or another must make a choice… Light… or…” she swallows hard “Dark… while light provides healing magics stronger than those present in most other races, they lose access to all other kinds of magics. While dark sends the fairy into a spiral of ever increasing evil impulses.” She used the word with a cringe never really liking to think of it as such. The facts were the facts she had to admit and her Equilibrium spell had maintained her so far but that was always a fragile thing. “We…” she pauses looking at Julie to make sure she understood what she was saying “gain far more powerful magics but cannot heal. Along with darkness trying to consume us at every turn.” She pauses again steadying her hands, her nerves were trying to shake her apart and she truly felt scared not for herself but that her soul mate would run a mile. “Equilibrium balances that, restores the balance of light and darkness. So that neither side has too much power.” She concluded her head dropping waiting for the inevitable sound of Julie yelling at her to leave.