Cienna barely even acknowledged the world kneeling there on the ground, she hadn’t noticed the demon beside her attempts to garner her attention to comfort Julie, she hadn’t heard the Ambulance approaching, she barely even registered the words that the ambulance driver spoke.
[b]"She's going to SCO Hospital if you want to visit."  [/b]
The words passed over her, somewhere her mind deemed it important enough to remember but she couldn’t tell you where. She wanted to cease existing as the pain from her chest washed over her like waves crashing on the shore line built by rocks. After the ambulance vanished into the throng of cars and other traffic her body began to shake as she was wracked by sobs. 
She curled into herself tighter wrapping her arms around her chest to keep the pain at bay, or to hold herself together. The only thing she was aware of at that moment is the emptiness she felt at Julie being taken away, it felt to her like she was out of her reach forever at this point. Like her heart belonged in a different time, maybe even to someone else.
‘I’m horrible’ she thought to herself not wanting to acknowledge the world, feeling as if it had fallen away completely leaving her kneeling, curled in a world of darkness all alone, with nothing but her thoughts to torment her.