[@The Mage]

As teenagers we all do stupid, cruel and unbelievably selfish things that others see as wrong or crazy. We all hurt people with our immaturity. Trust that if you can see your own faults and work on them then you aren't half as bad as you thought you were. It's the ones that are unable to see that are the ones to worry about. For them it will take something big happening before they see it themselves.

Forgiveness is the beginning of healing. I believe you are a good person. I can see it in your writing that you are good. Just keep working towards making your future better. If you can make amends for past hurts that will help you feel better about yourself. You have a good heart. *hugs*