The worst thing I ever went through in this life, don't even have to think about it, my worst day, my worst memory, my worst everything was definitely watching my Dad slowly die in front of me knowing that there was nothing that anyone could do. Watching life slowly slip away is a horrible experience, I wouldn't wish it on anyone to suffer, not even my most hated enemies. It was the same event that completely broke me and i became dead inside for such a long time.