[@Leotamer]

To question the content of the post; We have a group of cadets who haven't been in live combat with any real cohesion before. In the initial ambush and against the wolves, everyone acting on their own with only a few efforts to cover for one another, so we can't expect great teamwork especially when people scatter for cover as they have. 

Not once have we seen Natsu act in a way that wasn't the subversive saboteur backstabbing enemies, so why would we expect distant explosions out of sight of most people to be a distraction, and not Natsu defending himself? By your logic Regina is being a distraction by shooting her loud gun repeatedly.

Natsu is a lone wolf who likes to operate from a distance. We've covered this before, and that there are detriments to that playstyle. He needs to communicate with people and not expect people who don't know, trust, or understand him to assume he's feeling self sacrificial at the drop of a hat.

As for your continued presence in the RP, that's up to you. Since you yourself concede these issues stem from your own lacking in areas there is little we can do, and most efforts to molly coddle the RP end in people taking offense to the babying. Then situations like this happen and we all look silly, so suffice it to say you are welcome to stay but we won't cry if you go. Either way we all hope you improve your diction to a level you enjoy writing and we can find legible.