What about drinking your fruits and veggies? It's not the best way but I think it's better than nothing at all. Yes, come to the west coast, most of us are tolerant/progressive. :) I'm sorry those jobs didn't do anything help or protect you. They're not worth your effort or time. Paying bills isn't easy in CA I hear. A teaching degree huh? Do you know what subject you'd be looking into? Ohhh, I see. Thanks for disclosing. I'm totally interested to learn more where I can about other people and their experiences. I think understanding is the best thing humans can do for one another. I hope the transition is as smooth as it can be for you, I can't imagine how taxing that's gotta be mentally and physically. If there's anything I can do, let me know. :)