With much deliberation, I've come to the conclusion to leave this roleplay. 

I've tried starting a few drafts over the past week, but after the initial burst of excitement, I've slowly found myself unmotivated to continue on. I find it disrespectful to keep making promises I cannot keep. I still think the overall concept is still great, but it's not where my heart lies at the moment. I'm sorry. 

I'll promptly remove my sheet and you can determine my character's fate in the story. 
Cheers, and good luck to all of you.