I might get a roll call out sometime as we near the weekly posting deadline. 

We are going drastically slower than usual, as I'm sure all of you are aware. Though, that might be for the best. If anything, I might postpone the deadline for a bit longer since I don't think I'm quite in the proper mindset to push things forward. And if that doesn't pan through either, well, at least we all had a good run.

Can't say its not partly my own fault that we've come down this road. You can say it has been a bit of negligence. I've been focusing a lot on real life ambitions and dealing with the drama that comes with it. There is only so much I can juggle around at once. I am only human, after all. Unfortunately this project has been sidelined as a result of me following my greater dreams. This is a work of passion, and I gain nothing (baring my own gratification) from putting in the great amount of effort into crafting each detail as I do. Most of which, is yet to be seen and may never be. So, its only natural that I have to focus on other things of tangible value. Dastardly, to act selfishly when accepting the responsibility of being a 'GM', I know. So, because of that, its been difficult to sustain a fervent upkeep on this roleplay as I envisioned it to have across all stages of play and development. That does not mean I have abandoned this side if my life, however. I still wish to provide what I promised to all of you. For those who have stuck around for this long, I wouldn't want to compromise all thats been done with half-baked decisions and paltry efforts on my own part. But I can't help it. My mind just isn't here right now, so forgive me. 

I owe all of you too much to turn my back suddenly, but I do feel myself losing grasp of things. These are my honest feelings.