Well not getting shot at but gunshots going off in the middle of the night is rather alarming lol Where I live it's not unlikely that someone would be shooting or something in their back yard. But still that shouldn't excuse my laziness. I got to work harder at stopping procrastination. Today after a quick sleep and a trip to target for soda I'll be dedicating most of my day to working on my lore book so I'll be in the mood to write, I already have plans to keep my computer with me when I go to texas so that while I'm not out hanging out at the convention or out to dinner or something I can try to get in a quick post or two. If I absolutely have to I will just allow a period of free roaming and interaction between students to encourage some player to player interactions and leave rune to make any judgement calls if something comes up to be allowed or not. I have Discord on my phone as well to answer questions and such in my community. 

Entirely level here, I feel unmotivated when I'm depressed and was dropping the ball pretty hard this past week or so, I feel pretty good and have been in the mood to write today so I shouldn't have this issue for the foreseeable future. However, I'm also trying to make it a point to allow everyone to post their respective roles and purposefully designed my rp to be an open world rp to promote posting whether or not I'm involved, but the thing is I should be more attentive when people post to me specifically. A busy schedule and stressful environment is one thing but [i]MY[/i] players deserve better from me. That could just be me being to hard on myself, but I feel like I should make a harder effort to do better for all you guys. Rune's doing a good job at helping me out and keeping my mind straight on the standards I've been setting for the rp so far, and as I predicted this helps me a lot. 

So in the end, maybe I'm just lazy? Maybe I'm more depressed than I think I am? Who knows, all I know is that I think I should just try harder regardless of my circumstance.