Jack was now getting a bit agry. First Ben says no now John does too. Lovely. He was starting to take it personally. He did not show it. "That was sort of why I needed your training. You have both of those in droves. John I am desperate. I don't care what it takes to get those I need help. I can't have me doing that again. I can't lose control. Not again." He said despertately. He might lose it again.

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Mat texted back [i]Yah sure. Whenever is fine.[/i]