I have so many things I want to vent about, but I feel myself getting less confident every single day. I'm afraid of speaking up about anything because I'm afraid people will take it the wrong way and feel attacked or worse. I don't even know why sometimes. Heck, even now, I've rewritten this thing about five times now.

Then I also think I'm being an attention hog, or whatever. Feels like my self-confidence gets lower each day and I don't know what to do about it.