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*The letter floats open in front of me*
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*the letter reason as such*
Dear katie,
  I know you probably dont want to hear from me, and i dont blame you. This was all my fault. Everything. The incident, putting you in that position in the first place. I shouldve consulted you about the idea in the first place instead of working on it behind your back. But the truth is... i was afraid of you. I still am. I wouldnt be suprised if you wanted to take your anger out on me, if you so chose. But thats not the purpose of this letter. The real purpose is, wel... I'd like us to become sisters again. For real, this time. Im done trying to be an overbearing parent type person, always trying to hover over you. You deserve the freedom you have now, being able to life tge life you live. All that i ask is, if you can find it in your heart to forgive me. I cant forgive myself. I... i need you, katie. You helped keep me together. You were worth so much more than you thought. Without you, ive been lost. Ive seen myself change into things i wish i hadnt, and i cant bear that burden anymore. I'd throw it all away again, just to be in your life again. I wont ever bring up anything of the past, or drag anything in my life into what haplens in yours. I just want to be involved with you. Go too your wedding, be invited to the occasional get togethers you may have...I want to be a part of that, not some distant memory. I will give up everything i have and do what it takes to make it up to you. To ateempt to attone for my betrayal. All that i ask, is that you allow me to... if you dont I'll understand. Iv'e gravely hurt you. I wouldnt expect you to ever want to see me again. If you do, though, ill leave my cell at the bottom of the page.... thank you for reading this, and I cant wait to hear back fro myou.

Love, sis.

*a number is at the righthand bottom corner of the page*