"I was taught to always believe that I should touch something if I want to believe in." he said sounding like a doubting Thomas. "I doubt how that will help me. I mean I try to keep eating but I have so much on my plate. I need something more if I am going to take care of my brother and all of my responsibility. 

"I tried when I was... I suppose you are right. So all it takes is eating a nice meal?" He said still eating his bread for now. He was clearly too drained to eat any more.