"Tired." Ryan replied, looking at her. He blinked and turned his head to the side and was quiet for a few moments. He was obviously thinking things over in his head. He just wanted to go to another one of his dad's stupid movie marathons where he did nothing but geek out about the movie and hit on the movie actress's on the screen while dodging disapproving hits from his wife. "I hate this." He replied. "I hate feeling like this. I want it to stop." Waiola continued to soothingly stroke Crystal's back, her fingers moving in circles. "I lost someone once, I lost alot people back in my first universe when it got destroyed. I lost the only other girl I dated before that world went to shit. Here I am, alive and well and I've now been to three universes. Years later, it's not even her death that impacted me the most as of now." Waiola said, looking down at Crystal with warm eyes. "It was the deaths of those who I didn't know so well, those people I hung around with and but I wasn't nearly as close to them as I wanted to be. It feel terrible knowing that someone died and you didn't get to know them as well as you liked to."