Alright, [@Belle], breathe. Now do me a favor, place yourself outside your character when you reread the post. Read it from a reader’s point of view, not the one writing it. This might help the anxiety some. 

I feel, in your panic, you’re forgetting a few key elements in rp. The OOC where GMs and [u]players[/u] can set up situations to assist, hinder or purely interact with each other. You’re already feeling trapped by your character’s own limitations, so here’s the questions that should come to mind: What about other characters? Who might’ve seen/heard/learned about this situation my character is in? How could they help/get involved? 

No single character is going to be able to always get out of every danger (minor or major) that arises in rp. 

This is a fact. That's when you need to contact and talk with others over the OOC to resolve it. One example is the one below:  

Though it’s not on the OOC (I used Discord), I was having issues during the rp in getting Noah to interact and talk with others. In order to address this, I talked with Angel over how to solve this. That’s how the first collab with Vae was born. Unlike a novel, you’re not alone in solving problems that arise in a rp and you should consider using that to your full, reasonable advantage. It might not turn out as well as you’re hoping, but it doesn’t make it a bad scene or addition to your story. You might even find a new side to your character you never realized existed until certain conditions happened. 

So relax Belle, I know anxiety is not going to help at all. You'll be alright hun. We humans got to stick together after all. ^-^  

[quote=@LovelyAnastasia]
Lol the gm wouldnt just kill someone over something like that! Gms always ask and give explinations of their choices through pm (or so ive experienced). 

Plus Lady Rune is cool. She wpuldnt kill someone right out the gate. And if she did, Bodil is first in line probably lololoool
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I'm ashamed to say... I'm so surprised she's lasted this long.