[Center][h3][b]I Know I Said 'Yes', But..[/b][/h3]

It was freshman year
Damn near the end of it
It was practically summer
I wasn't used to this kind of thing
Attention from a boy
Girls like me just didn't get that
So when I had yours
I was a little too eager
I snuck you into my room
Right underneath my grandmas nose
We shut the door
And left our clothes on the floor
You wouldn't have known it
But I wasn't really wanting that
My mind set me into autopilot
I did things I didnt want to
Yeah, I may have said "yes"
When you asked me if I wanted it
If I wanted you
But the truth is what I wanted to say
Was "yes, I want it to stop"
But all I said was "yes"
And that was all you heard
Not the shaky tone of my voice
You didnt see how my eyes never met yours
The only thing you could think about
Was the moment we were in
And how much YOU wanted it
After you left and we had finished
I sat there on the edge of my bed
Feeling more naked then than I had before
I felt dirty
So I went to go shower
But no matter how hard I scrubbed
The filth wasn't coming off.[/center]