[quote=Jett Ryu] I see. But the thing that bothers me most is that I feel nothing towards this event. [/quote] Unsurprising. You didn't know the person, you weren't present for the news, you missed all of the shock. For you the feelings may come much, much later -- or never at all, I mean, it's not something you experienced in any way, you essentially just heard about it, like a radio show. Yes, it's a sad thing, but you're not weird for not feeling sad about it. The worst thing you could do is pretend.