Get in place
Say your line
This is a play
Do your part

But this feeling
It isn't my heart
It's my mind
It's my sense

My heart says stay
My head says run
This isn't what you want
This isn't who you are

I break away
See them sing and sway
"Was that really me?"
I say to myself

I walk out
Into the sun
Only to find the barrel of a gun
And a man saying

"Go back. There's nothing out here." 
But there is, I can see it
But I don't want to die
So I go back and hide 

Their eyes judge me
As I sit underneath the stairs
Listening to the production
It's fake a flawed

There are corpses down here
Others that ran away
They tell me
I can't stay

I go out again
Instantly under attack
I run and run, feeling the wind on my back
For a moment, I'd say it was beautiful

Then I notice everything is black
The sky, the earth
The water is poison
The planet, trash

I realize the truth in the words
There's nothing out here
But there's nothing in there
I can't make up my mind

I can't stay
But I can't sing and sway
So I lay down and cry,
Waiting to die