[center][h1][color=aqua]Prince[/color][/h1] [h2]Phoenix Wing Guild[/h2][/center] [@Caits] [hr] The tall feline purred louder as he watched his flustered companion. Wondering what exactly was possibly running through Michael's mind and imagination. The poor lad just made it too easy to tease him a little. Still it was hard to resist doing so, Mikey was just such a cutie! [color=aqua]"Mhmmm? You don't want to?"[/color] Prince purred innocently as he kept his bright smile as his one mischievious eye watched his teammate gleefully. Red furry tail swaying side to side, as cat man's fingers gingerly played with the dark hair between them. [center][h1][color=springgreen]Edarn/Karn[/color][/h1] [h2]Phoenix Wing Guild[/h2][/center] [@CirusArvennicus] [hr] Edarn blinked thoughtfully as she listened, her emerald eyes watching the table though not really looking at it. Just thinking deeply in thought and avoiding looking directly at Trinity. [color=springgreen]"Our souls share the same body for now, but they are meant to absorb the others life energy. Essentially, one will devour the other and take over their life. When that happens, supposedly the memory of my existence will be erased. Despite my research, there aren't many I've read that exactly can bring the dead back to life. It's a reason the spell casted for this is forbidden black magic. Leads to possible risk and failure. It only worked thus far because I'm another version of your Karn. People still try to take me though thinking it might work on whomever they desire."[/color] she mused calmly. [color=springgreen]"Yes, I'm working hard to find out all the facts and break down all the possible solutions. And be prepared."[/color] the trapped soul said, opening the emerald green eyes as she allowed the arrow to tap her on her head. She felt some magic flow in her, the orb that contained her soul glowing a bit from under its hiding place under the scarf but otherwise nothing happened. Closing her eyes once more, she remained silent for a moment before continuing. [color=springgreen]"In Edolas, the war has had its effects on everyone, perhaps in different ways. They've experienced things that they will never forget. We know that, but we fought anyway so perhaps the future would be brighter and people wouldn't have to carry similar scars of war."[/color] Edarn said, her gaze slowly trailing over the Guild Hall. Watching the people residing here, eyes quivering a bit as they came upon a familiar yet unfamiliar face. [color=springgreen]"I'm not a good person."[/color] she said, closing her gaze once more to block everything out. Containing everything. [color=springgreen]"I've done a lot of things before I came to Phoenix Wing back home. And if they hadn't found me, it was possible to be in Maddox's or Pen's shoes. And a part of me agreed with Damian. That they needed to die. It would save lives, it would help give people security."[/color] She said softly, seeming to mostly just talk to herself now. She didn't even know why she was saying this much. It was something she just locked away like everything. Perhaps now, that she was alone here, her friends couldn't see how pathetic she was. Or the real her. That it didn't matter now. [color=springgreen]"But I fought for Jamie and didn't kill anyone. Give even people like Maddox and Pen or Queen Bitch their lives. Because if I didn't, then it was unfair that I was given that chance. I'm not any better. Father, brother.... countless children... consumed.... I slew with no remorse. Just pure survival. That still is inside everyday. That was why I was shoved into this body, for that pure savage survival instinct. The reason I lived over the countless Phoenix Wing members that died in battle. Over the civilians that suffered the cries of war, even people like Pen or Maddox who suffered just as much. I doubt my Guild or Damian would blame me for it, but they died. James... Ru.. Raine... they died. Many died. Memories, ghosts, they haunt me. Time of being here without the threat of war on my Guild just makes me think more. Distraction, less distraction is there. And now, my test of survival is tested again if I can't think of something. And if there is no other solution, what do I choose?"[/color] Edarn murmured, taking a deep breath before shaking her head, trying to rid the voices, yet she could not. Because she still clinged to all those memories. She wasn't allowed to forget them. They didn't deserve to be forgotten. Waving her hand a bit, she gave a calm smile to Trinity. [color=springgreen]"Sorry, I'm prattling Sugarhips don't mind me. When is this trip starting? It be interesting to study a live dragon."[/color] she said in a joking manner, once again, trying to close everything off.