Yep, I know that feeling. One can get creative with prepackaged salads, though! Just takes some time!

Oh man, that sounds intense. I've never been comfortable playing as the opposite, more noble gender, so I'll need to look up clips of that on youtube(not to say that female protagnists in video games are a bad thing, but it's just felt weird playing as them when I have a choice to be my own gender so I can more accurately roleplay the character) 

Almost done! Will let you know when the final version is ready