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[color=B81F24][i][sup]♡ Cardio God ♡ Xander ♡ Suicide King ♡[/sup] [/i][/color][hr][hr][img]IMG OR GIF[/img]
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[/center][center][h3][color=B81F24]CMH Personnel File[/color][/h3]
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[color=B81F24] Name [/color]
[indent][color=B81F24]♡[/color] Alexander Ivanov [color=B81F24]♡[/color][/indent]

[color=B81F24] Birthday & Age [/color]
[indent][color=B81F24]♡[/color] November 9th, 1985 [color=B81F24]♡[/color] 33 [color=B81F24]♡[/color][/indent]

[color=B81F24] Gender & Sexual Orientation [/color]
[indent][color=B81F24]♡[/color] Male, Heterosexual [color=B81F24]♡[/color][/indent]

[color=B81F24] Other Labels [/color]
[indent][color=B81F24]♡[/color] Romanian, Stanford Alumni [color=B81F24]♡[/color]
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] McSexy [color=B81F24]♡[/color] [/indent]

[color=B81F24] Occupation [/color]
[indent][color=B81F24]♡[/color] Head of Cardiothoracic Surgery [color=B81F24]♡[/color][/indent]

[color=B81F24] Appearance [/color]
[indent][color=B81F24]♡[/color] There’s good reason his fellow attending, residents, and interns call him McSexy. Xander has that whole dark and mysterious vibe going on for him. From his lush brown locks that seem to never quit, to his icy blue eyes that freeze you in place. He sports a lot of looks, but enjoys a fully grown in beard with his hair a medium to long length. To match his deceptively good looks, is a body that seems up to par. Xander has an athletic build, housing the typical buff arms, defined pecs, and antagonizing six pack. This fine surgeon stands a flat 6’ leaving nothing to the matter of inches, while he weighs a hefty 172 pounds. You’ll most likely catch him in scrubs and a white jacket, but if you’re lucky enough to catch a drink with him his wardrobe is as versatile as he is. Designer names and expensive brands are his niche and he’s not afraid to put it on flamboyant display. [/indent]
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[url=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5_JUReD3QoE]"Sedated we're nursing on a poison that never stung"[/url][/center][hr][hr][center][h3][color=B81F24]CMH Psychological Evaluation[/color][/h3][/center]
[color=B81F24] Personality [/color] 
[indent][color=B81F24][i]The Positive (+):[/i][/color]
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[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Charismatic 
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Nimble
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Dedicated
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[indent][color=B81F24][i]The Negative (-):[/i][/color]
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[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Narcissistic 
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Temperamental 
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Addict (Pain-Killers & Alcohol)
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[indent][color=B81F24]Evaluation Observations:[/color]
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Alexander Ivanov, nothing short of brilliant. Of course one could list every adjective in positive regard for this man, but that would only help to swell his already massive ego. Watching Alexander work is comparable to watch Basquiat or Van Gogh, his genius lies in how clean and flawless the strokes of his hands are. Every blade and tool is just another instrument for Alexander to conduct, both a composer and a seat in the orchestra. While his coworkers are passionate and dedicated, Xander is of his own dedication. Excellence is what he constantly strives for as reflected in his work. Clinical trials and research are what forge great surgeons, those who push boundaries. Whatever trial he can get the FDA to sign off of he’ll pursue with relentless effort. Aside from that, his bed manner is superb and quite enticing as he’s especially a hit with the ladies, well for reason you can probably imagine.[/indent]

[indent][color=B81F24]Actual Personality:[/color]
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Alexander is still all those things, just not painted in such a perfect light. His arrogance and narcissism take precedence. Having no one to challenge him…literally ever, he’s never had someone to ground him in the realm of human decency and empathy. Some might call him McSleazy or McSlutty since he naturally invokes the whims of men and indulges his sins of the flesh. However, there is a side to him no one knows, no one has ever gotten close enough to know. Xander has no friends, while he’s had many girlfriends, none of them really cared for Xander, just his money. Deep down Xander has the same fears as other residents, he’s only human. Fear of being alone, fear of letting people in, trust issues galore. This has only been self-medicated with an exuberant drug addiction to high end painkillers that numb his senses and allow him to just operate. It takes two to tango, the pills paired with a dash of alcoholism. A nuanced adult, comping apart at the seams, crying out to an empty audience.[/indent]

[indent][color=B81F24]History:[/color][/indent][indent]
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Growing up wasn’t too tough for Alexander, his parents were heavily wealthy and affluent people from Romania. To further increase their wealth and reputation, they moved to the United States and took residence in sunny California. As they flourished and prospered, they quickly climbed the wealth ladder and moved into the bracket only celebrities and others in the industry could aspire to be. With such ubiquitous wealth, the two decided it was time to pass on their heritage and wealth to continue their lineage and name. Que the birth of Alexander, the trust fund baby. Alexander grew up with the standard facilities that most rich children are exposed to. Nannies, butlers, the whole nine yards. While his parents did have access to the commodities, his parents never strayed away from showing him love and affection whereas other rich parents are lost in this ancient art. 

While he grew up with a silver spoon and an only child, he never truly suffered from the ailments of being either or. While there was some resounding narcissism and arrogance, it was only built off the foundations of his profound street and book smarts. While most people saw things being handed to him, Alexander disagreed and saw it as him seizing his own future, the money to do so was only a slight stipulation that others did not have the access or luxury to. However, somewhere along the line, Alexander began to lose himself. The further he strove to be the best the quicker his veil of humanity slipped, soon he would become effectively a robot, programmed to only self-improve while doing away with trivial things like human emotion and empathy. The more he had and the more his parents accosted him, the more eager he was to slip up and fail. 

Once he got to college, he blossomed into a social butterfly. Everyone knew who he was, but none of them were genuine in their actions. People smiled in his face, but talked bad when he was gone. To people he was just a dollar sign, girls loved him for his looks and his money but not much else. The shallowness he experienced propelled his transformation into a robot with cynicism as its main resource. Alexander doesn’t quite no exactly when, but this was the advent of his two addictions, his two loves: Pills and Liquor. While most people cope with stress of finals and break ups with food and friends, Alexander found solace in drugs and alcohol. It wasn’t too long before he was addicted to pain killers and hard liquor. While never taken together in lethal combination, one or the other was enough to sedate the lonely android. Instead of relying on people and his family, Alexander buried himself in his work. Besides his two addictions, medicine was his biggest plight and joy. He was meant for this, he was a prodigy. Alexander went on to graduate at the top of his class in both undergrad and medical school. 

With his parents being quite the philanthropist, they donated large sums of money into CMH where their humble donations opened the door for their son to start his internship. Alexander took the offer and rose through the ranks like an unstoppable force. No one could doubt his prowess behind the blade and no one attempted to. Eventually, Alexander settled in quite well and rose to be the renowned surgeon he is today. If he wasn’t the best he sure as hell could make an argument for it.[/indent]

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[color=B81F24] My Dreams [/color]
[indent]Money being a non factor and being the countries foremost Cardiothoracic Surgeon, there's not many goals Alexander has. In fact, he only works on short term goals, one's he can fully see to completion. He does however hope to win awards based on his medical merit and trials. Personally, Alexander just wants to cleanse his addiction and find someone who can make him see differently, in a world that isn't just black and white.[/indent]

[color=B81F24] Fears [/color]
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[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Losing his Hands 
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Alzheimer's 
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] A life of unfullfillment 
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Never overcoming his demons
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Being Alone
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[color=B81F24] Likes [/color]
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[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Working amid Chaos 
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Classical Music 
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Drinking 
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Sex 
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Fitness 
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Shuffling a deck of cards to gather his thoughts. 
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[color=B81F24] Dislikes [/color]
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[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Complacency 
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Taking the easy way out 
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] People who see him as an ATM
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Overweight People
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] Hospital Gossip 
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] People who smoke on hospital grounds 
[color=B81F24]♡[/color] When sick people don't help their situation
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[color=B81F24] Reputation [/color]
[indent]The Best, but sleeps with the rest.[/indent]

[color=B81F24] Extra information [/color]
Alexander keeps a Suicide King/King of Hearts card in his pocket as a lucky charm, before surgery. Likes to unwind at the bar or sleep in the on call room. Drives a [url=https://www.topgear.com/sites/default/files/styles/fit_1960x1102/public/cars-car/carousel/2017/05/row_0410_copy.jpg?itok=J1-EDrWN]2017 Ford GT[/url]
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