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Clearly you have irreconcilably different perceptions then the GMs and likely the rest of the RPers. By means that eludes me Hikari is a surprisingly healthy RP with active and energetic people putting the time to develop characters and interact. We have some abstract and interesting characters trying to work their way through the world and over come their own burdens, such as Lumen off the top of my head, but are still understandable. 

I've reread your CS a few times recently, and while I see she has been raised isolated, she is also supposed to be incredibly well learned in her niche of expertise. Given that she is a Faun deeply in tune with nature I would consider her to speak from an area of expertise that surpasses that of most everyone else around her, so I myself was left flabbergasted by her opinions and asked questions, because with something so large a part of her personality it wasn't clear to anyone reading that CS. 

But that's beside the point now. Perhaps this all just sparked from being poked on a bad day and things escalated out of control. Regardless you have worn out your welcome here. We'd have been happy to smile,  nod, and wait for Lilac to grow and explain herself to characters IC as well as their writers, but frankly we find your behavior contemptuous. Don't fling your shit at the walls and say our house smells rotten.

Get out, and take the remnants of your temper tantrum with you. Perhaps grow a thicker skin while your at it too.