[@RawrEspada4] Oh I know exactly what you're going through. After I lost someone I couldn't roleplay or write for months, and it took me years to actually get over it because they were my favorite part of writing. You just need to remember that everything you've written, came from you. You need to remember that running away from your problems won't solve anything either. Moving on is something you get used to that starts with a choice, it's not one or the other. But I completely understand what you're going through. Heartbreak almost made me quit but you obviously keep coming back here so you're still interested. I usually follow a quote from my favorite author in this case: 

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[i]If you can quit then quit. If you can't, you're a writer[/i] -R.A. Salvatore. 
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