Jax heard Morthos' voice and turned around, not hiding her expression at all. She wasn't crying but she looked and felt exhausted and defeated. She gave him a shake of her head, "[color=39b54a]I'm fine. Just a bad day. Exorcism went bad and lost another innocent soul to a fucking de..[/color]" 

She stopped, not wanting to insult Morthos' heritage. She knew not all demons were evil and she didn't want her angry words to be misconstrued so she changed the subject, "[color=39b54a]Anyways, I shouldn't have gone and done it. My soul wasn't strong enough tonight to save her and she passed on. It was what she wanted, but I hate it when the demon wins. I just need to get stronger.[/color]" 

She cocked her head looking around the area, "[color=39b54a]So..uh why you out so late? I figure you would be at home or at the library tonight. Enjoying our night off, so to speak?[/color]"

She was diverting. She didn't want to talk any more about her want to grow stronger. It just made her feel selfish and honestly after their earlier discussion she felt it was like stabbing the wound with a stick. She brushed her fingers through her hair and looked past him to see a couple young teenagers walking down the opposite side of the street gig