[@KatherinWinter] I was paring it with her anger for the world in a way. It is talking about when she was younger with her temper when she said she tried to be nice, and then it goes on about how she stopped when she realized that it wasn't worth it. It has to do with the fact she heard her foster parents fighting a lot, and just things she has seen. It is not suppose to be jaded its that she lost hope for good to come from good. 

 [color=red] " Being nice get's you no where in this world. " [/color] She yawned, and shook her head. [Color=red] "Trust me I have tried countless times and all it did is get me used." [/color] Like said, she saw them argueing and working most her life. It wasn't fair, and when she did try to get close it got her no where so she left. Basically symbolizes something she likes   

Which would you want to be the toy or the user?" This is more of talking about living in the actual human world and being pushed here by her parents. It symbalizes the government and that basically if there going to treat her like shit she is going to treat everyone like it too which can tie into her temper. 


  [/color] Eyeing Roxy up and down, rolling her eyes. She held her wrist with her hand. 
[Color=red] "You still have hope for this world, but I lost mine long ago. There is no in between. You are used, the user, or the savior." [/color] She looked Roxy up and down. 

[Color=red] "You are a savior but with every hero their light only lasts so long. Sure I would love to be different, better than human, but as long as we live here, where we have nothing it is not possible." [/color] This is just her watching through the window and is just something she thought about when she was bored, because she hasn't been too social with people. 

She sighed shrugging. She remembered when she was that naive, but it was over now. [Color=red] "Everyone learns at some point. I'm not saying it's right. I know it's not, but there is no point to change it. "[/color] zLike said throughout her life her kindness hasn't made any situation better than it was before. 

I can change it yea, but the words have meanings just not the way you were thinking. Her bio says what happened but not really how certain things affected her.