[quote=@Etcetera] *Shrugs and follows* [/quote] *as we walk, i begin to speak* .. When I first came here, you didnt like me even as a friend at all. It took me forever to gain your trust, but i did. But it still doesnt make sense to me, albeit being friends and all, why would my passing effect you to the point where youd go out of your way to prevent it... what have i done? As far as I'm concerned, albeit doing some good, ive caused much more harm.. i lead a war across existence, killed litterally countless people. Ive got enough blood on my hands that id be satan's prized possession.... yet you still feel that I should live... *walks in front of you, and stops* So, if you can give me one good reason why i shouldnt perish today... then ill keep fighting, even if its not what i truly want. Ill aid you all until my dying day. I just dont understand it. I know you dont hate me, but why? Why would I mean so much to you that even in the despair that I am in, that you wont let me free myself from it?...