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how can you say something like that? I litterally just watched my children being murdered pretty brutally in front of my own eyes. Nire was diced into pieces. Ako had his head lobbed off. Sera litteraly had her life sucked away from her all because of my mistake of being with Kirina. I loved the wrong person and I paid dearly for it. You cant possibly even fathom the loss of even one child, let alone all of them. The fact that you take it so lightly disgusts me.
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That's not what you said literally thirty seconds ago. You've known me long enough to understand when I'm serious, so you need to stop dwelling on it and give yourself some time to recover. I'm not going to be your cheerleader and I'm not going to babysit you to make sure you do what you're supposed to; either be the strong person I decided to be friends with or be sit around and do something stupid and prove that you're not even the same person who was a father to those kids in the first place. If you do that, even dying would be pointless.