[quote=@Etcetera] That's not what you said literally thirty seconds ago. You've known me long enough to understand when I'm serious, so you need to stop dwelling on it and give yourself some time to recover. I'm not going to be your cheerleader and I'm not going to babysit you to make sure you do what you're supposed to; either be the strong person I decided to be friends with or be sit around and do something stupid and prove that you're not even the same person who was a father to those kids in the first place. If you do that, even dying would be pointless. [/quote] ...you make a valid point...