Well you are right on one thing. It is hard to find people to stick with rather it is a 1v1 or a group style RP. I'm going to be honest on this point that the idea to find people to talk to on here does in fact sound silly, and sometimes to not get discouraged by the first person that doesn't want to be friends or to RP is easier said than done.
I don't think I'm mopey all the time but I'm rather frustrated by it happening to me more often and it feels like it has indeed happen to me more often than anyone, even IF I look for friends on here I wouldn't know where to start or who to trust. I just feel at this point for me I'm frustrated, I feel like the world has turned against me despite my best efforts to appeal to others for interest and it hasn't worked at all. I don't know what to do anymore at this point.