[hider=Rogue CS][center][h1][u][color=39b54a]Izuna Sakuya[/color][/u][/h1] [img]https://i.imgur.com/jXMU8R9.jpg[/img] [b][i][color=39b54a]"I want people to understand me too. Why should I sit by and understand others while they just treat me like part of the backdrop?"[/color][/i][/b][/center] [color=39b54a][sub][u]N A M E[/u][/sub][/color] [list]Izuna Sakuya[/list] [color=39b54a][sub][u]A G E[/u][/sub][/color] [list]19[/list] [color=39b54a][sub][u]G E N D E R[/u][/sub][/color] [list]Female[/list] [color=39b54a][sub][u]R O L E[/u][/sub][/color] [list]Rogue[/list] [color=39b54a][sub][u]P E R S O N A L I T Y[/u][/sub][/color] [list][color=39b54a][i]"Reality and Fantasy to me are the same thing we different rules. Reality likes to kick me in the dirt and Fantasy gives me hope to keep moving. It's like a drug, but it's a good drug... you know... to keep me from doing something very stupid. If you catch my drift..."[/i][/color] A Realist-Pessimist if such a thing exists. She somehow finds the balance between the two as her view on the life she is currently living in. Looking at everything around her while waking from her bed, not expecting any good days or bad days since that's just the way of life. You win some, you lose some. Though in this case, the handicap is against her. Living with hypocritical parents and their oppressive views on education turned her into a pessimist at first, gaining a bratty affinity that later turns to selfishness. She's still quite selfish, however, though not as much as when she was first screwed over. Of course as the days go by she later understands that this is a normal phase for strict parents accepting it into her life and moving on despite the distaste that comes with it. This often lead to panic attacks and the constant temptation to hurt herself. She finds satisfaction reading light novels and playing various RPGs that contain the Fantasy theme. The way magic and how the olden times were portrayed just fascinates her that she would much rather spend her time reading and writing something inspired to it than study at some social studies course in a university. This was pretty much the only thing that prevented her from going too far down into depression. [i][color=39b54a]"I'm not... attractive, my hair's messy, I have a small chest and despite how fast I run, I either collapse or fall to the ground with my heart burning and my legs aching. I'm basically like one of those side- no, background characters from the slice-of-life anime I watch in secret. It hurts actually, seeing people talk to friends while I just sit there in the corner like a third wheel... maybe a fourth silent wheel if a term like that is around."[/color][/i] The young blonde is self-conscious of herself and her current disposition that even she has a problem with it and just has nothing to do about it. Not in her conditions she would claim. She would very much pin the blame on something or someone if she finds some hint of "logic" in the inner workings of her mind. Nevertheless, it is still quite true, comparing herself to the most beautiful, busty, and curvaceous girls around the school fills her with mild jealousy which also applies to the athletic people she formerly looked up to. She can't do anything about it however as whatever she does might risk destroying her way of life. It was only because of this, she keeps silent and agrees to anything that will benefit something she doesn't even want. [/list] [color=39b54a][sub][u]C O N C E P T[/u][/sub][/color] [list]Izuna Sakuya embodies the concept of equal understanding or at the very least hearing her out. This is especially common to her household and school life in the last two years of senior high school. Being bothered with the family business, studying, and helping out her elderly parents, her life had been a living nightmare. Too many expectations for a girl that was promised to be part of a university she wanted to go after graduating before eventually getting shot down by her parents to go to another university near their home. She's always tried arguing with them but it usually ended up in threats by her parents, the most common one being "abandonment". Instead of getting depressed or crying about it, she despised the thought and continued carrying hatred. Her life in school on the last year wasn't so great either. Finally graduating after one year of being held back in a public school she absolutely hates. The teachers were lazy and the students are mostly self-centered. She thought she'd get the mind off of her oppressive parents by talking to people only to get ignored or laughed at when talking about her interests. During essential group projects, her ideas were never heard or just skipped ahead for someone else's. Feeling the depression settling in, she prevented it by cutting certain classes for time in Internet Cafes and Manga stores while taking a decent amount from her family's pocket all just to keep her going to school and bearing everything Reality has to offer her. She hopes that one day she might get over all this nonsense and actually stay firm with her decisions and perhaps maybe get people to listen to her for once instead of treating her like some fodder only to follow and be used for their own purposes. She's always been told to understand other people but never always the other way around. [/list][/hider]