[@tobiax] Okay, well moving over here then. I'm thinking that my character could have a split personality of sorts, but not really: only one of the personalities is real (the one without kindness); the other is just the real one projecting kindness. 

Would that work? I'll probably end up toning the "split personality" down in favor of just a kind "mask," but technically my character will appear "kind"; she just won't mean any of it.