[@Delta44]

Didn't mean to throw a monkey wrench in your gears I've just been feeling like the third wheel; its been a month since the RP began and I have made 10 solo posts since its beginning without a hint that I might not post 10 more solo posts. Its why several times in the Discord I've mentioned I could just as well be posting in the story threads.


Kind of hard not to get the feeling that I was more nuisance than player. Can't say how many times I wondered if my style was up to speed with the rest of the group or if you were all too nice or nonconfrontational to tell me I should just leave.


As for having an RP to post to I have none unless you count my Star Trek RP which I'm lucky to see two posts in a month but that's how PBEMs usually work.


I always get moody this time of year, my dad was killed in June so its a sensitive time for me when I either find something to do or retreat into my shell for a month or two. Hell I feel like I'm just sniveling about life, everyone has shadows that haunt the edge of their lives...I'm nothing specail