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[center]тo вe тнe вαd мαɴ 
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In the living room, Jacob felt as if he were holding his breath. As if he were drowning under water and couldn’t breath. He hadn’t heard Alyssa acknowledge him in too long, and it gave him bittersweet feelings and memories. He remembered taking her to the mall and buying her a necklace with money from one of his recent deals. She didn’t know that, but he remembered how she smiled. Rubies were definitely her gem stone, Jacob had determined. So, he got her a gold necklace with a Ruby gem on it. He wasn’t sure what sparked the memory, but it didn’t take long for him to examine her neckline and see it was no longer there. He wouldn’t be surprised if she gave it away or sold it to someone. That really hurt him internally. Jacob was surprised at first that she agreed so willingly. Probably looking as surprised as Alexander sitting on the couch. He shook away the shock and nodded, walking towards the front door and turning down a hallway, making sure that Alyssa was following him. Alexander scooted closer on the couch to Gigi, but then she suddenly stood up. Alexander quickly scrambled to his feet, smiling at Gigi. [color=khaki]”Do you want another drink? Are you hungry? Please, I can get you anything you want.”[/color] Goodness, Alexander had the look of a puppy dog, just begging for love and attention.

Jacob led Alyssa into a study room. No one was in the room, as it was closed off as an “off limits” room to everyone. That is, everyone except Terrance’s closest friends. Jacob closed the door once Alyssa entered, shutting out the sounds of the raging party. Although it was slowly starting to die down, as a few people ordered ubers and lyfts home, or some just passed out on couches and sofas. Jacob turned back towards Alyssa, but once he made eye contact with her… he didn’t have anything to say. Or- he couldn’t get out anything. What was he expecting? For the words to come to him once they got alone? That he could somehow pour out to her all of his truths, the reasons for breaking her heart. He took in a deep breath as to prevent allowing himself to start tearing up. [color=teal]”Alyssa… “[/color] His hands were shaking. He wasn’t sure if what he was about to do was the right thing. He wasn’t sure how she would react. But he felt like he would risk everything he had in that moment, for Alyssa. His voice got low, but just loud enough for her to hear.

[color=teal]”Alyssa… If you’ll just listen to all I have to say. You don’t have to answer. I just want you to listen.”[/color] Jacob took in a deep breath, and on the exhale, he started in.

[color=teal]”I love you, and I’ve never stopped loving you.”[/color] There was no turning back now. [color=teal]”And not in the way Alexander ‘loves’ Gigi. You know what I mean. You remember what we had… Or at least I hope you do. I didn’t want to end things between us, I was forced to. By so many different people.”[/color] His voice drifted of a bit. Thinking about his father, Terrance, and any of his competitors or enemies who wouldn’t be above attacking someone he cared about. He clenched his fist, angry that he allowed them to do the one thing he never would have dreamed of doing. [color=teal]”Alyssa. I- I want to tell you everything. And I promise you… if you’ll trust me. I’ll tell you everything in time. But Alyssa, I can’t bare living without you. You are the greatest thing that has happened in my life, and I want you to continue being that for me. But it isn’t safe.”[/color] Jacob had to stop himself from giving away too much beyond that. [color=teal]”I want to tell you everything here and now, but it isn’t safe. We have to be alone somewhere I know we can’t be found out. If you still have that necklace I gave you, if you are willing to forgive me, and just trust me to explain everything more. Wear it next time I see you. If not, then don’t worry about it. And if you have already sold it… then I guess I have my answer.”[/color] His voice trailed off at the end of his sentence. If she had already gotten rid of it, it means that she no longer felt the same towards Jacob. He wanted to say more, but he knew anything else would be dangerous.

He turned around and left the study, heading back towards the living room. The party had grown significantly smaller, and phone sitting on the coffee table was beeping. Jacob recognized it as Terrance’s phone and he picked it up, seeing it had a timer finished for 7 minutes. Jacob remembered Arthur and Eva and made his way laxly towards the door that was boarded up with a chair. He pulled away the chair and knocked loudly before cracking the door. [color=teal]”Time is up, you two!! Better get back out here!’[/color] Jacob didn’t look in, not wanting to walk in on a scene that he wouldn’t be able to un-see. And booked it back towards the living room, and out to the last few stoners who remained, passing around the last blunt.

Arthur was in his own world, blissfully enjoying the warmth of holding Eva, and the backrubs that he received. He was definitely in his own little heaven with her. But, it was interrupted by the knocking, and the sudden stream of light from the hallway. Stop? He didn’t want to stop, he had just gotten started! There was so much more he wanted to do with her, and he could feel the condom that Terrance slipped in his pocket. It felt like it was burning his thigh, like a branding iron on his skin. But suddenly feeling exposed by the door being left open, Arthur broke his lips away from Eva’s neck. Significantly disappointed that his lips couldn’t travel to other regions of Eva’s body. When he broke away and looked at Eva, he noticed a dark spot on her neck. He ran his thumb over it, as if it were a smudge to rub away. But it didn’t go away, it was stuck to her neck. Where his lips had been, and it looked like a bruise. Oh no, did he do that? Did he hurt her? Did he go too far? [color=dodgerblue]”Your neck… is it okay?”[/color] He asked in reference to the newly established, huge hickey on her neck, his thumb continuing to rub it, as if he could push it off.

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[color=dodgerblue]✖[/color][color=dodgerblue]✖ [/color]Translations:[color=dodgerblue]...[/color]
[color=dodgerblue]✖[/color][color=dodgerblue]✖ [/color]I Feel... [color=dodgerblue]Very Drunk and Frisky[/color]
[color=dodgerblue]✖[/color][color=dodgerblue]✖ [/color]I am At... [color=dodgerblue]Terrance's Party -> Study/Office[/color]
[color=dodgerblue]✖[/color][color=dodgerblue]✖ [/color]I am With... [color=dodgerblue]Eva[/color]
[color=dodgerblue]✖[/color][color=dodgerblue]✖ [/color]I am Thinking...[color=dodgerblue]"I hope I didn't hurt her..."[/color]
[color=dodgerblue]✖[/color][color=dodgerblue]✖ [/color]I am Wearing...[color=dodgerblue]Blue jacket, black jeans, and a white button down shirt.[/color]