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[color=dodgerblue]ＮＯ ＯＮＥ ＫＮＯＷＳ ＷＨＡＴ ＩＴ'Ｓ ＬＩＫＥ．．． 
[center]тo вe тнe вαd мαɴ 
тσ вє тнє ѕα∂ мαη[/center]
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Arthur’s eyes shot open at her little giggle and following statement. [color=pink]”Take off whatever you like.”[/color] Arthur felt his head spinning from her, not so innocent, honey sweet words, and his face grew a healthy shade of pink. His hand became tense and stopped playing with the hem of her clothes. His eyes became locked on hers and it took all of his effort for him to still his breathing. Though his heart was pounding uncontrollably. Was… she asking him to take her clothes off? While they laid in bed together? He could hear the little voice of Terrance cheering in the back of his mind, but it was almost as if all functions had turned off in Arthur’s head. He couldn’t comprehend a statement like that right now. To pull off her skirt, her top, and see her panties and bra. Would they be white? Pink? Frilly? Black? Blue? Sexy? Cute? What if she wasn’t wearing anything under her clothes? The thought made his face grow hotter and a deeper red. 

Or, was she asking him to take his clothes off?

There was a significantly big difference in these two things, but as he laid there he felt himself growing more and more hot. Oh god, why was it so hot in this room?? And it didn’t help that Arthur was still wearing his jacket. It had been fine when he sat in the car, cranking the AC at full blast. But now that he was stuck in normal room temperature, along with this hot feeling in the pit of his stomach, he felt like he was going to die. His mind was still trying to decipher if she was talking about her clothes or his, but the heat was making it harder for him to think straight. He felt like a lobster being cooked alive in a salted pot of boiling water. It didn’t help that it also felt like he had swallowed a handful of hot coals that now incubated in his stomach, and behind his cheeks.

[color=dodgerblue]”Hold on.”[/color] With that he shot out of the bed and ran out of the room, closing himself in the first bathroom he came across. The minute the door closed, Arthur threw off his blue jacket and tore off his shoulder holsters. He wrapped the holsters up inside the jacket before looking in the mirror at himself. God, how was he already so sweaty? He could see the stains on his chest and under his arms. Disgusted, Arthur pulled his shirt off and threw it onto his accumulating pile of clothes. Looking in the mirror, bare chested, Arthur grabbed a hand towel and began to pat away any left over sweat, and then washed his face. Arthur’s eyes scanned over his body. He wondered if she found him as sexually appealing as he found her. He wasn’t certain what it was that girls looked for in guys, physically. Alexander said that girls tended to care more about personality than looks. Jacob said once that girls liked strong guys, with big muscles. Terrance, being crude, said that girls liked a guy with a large… downstairs neighbor.

Arthur looked in the mirror longer. He didn’t have a good personality. In reality, he didn’t really feel like he had a “personality” besides being very serious. Muscular? His father was very muscular, and Arthur was too… but it was a more slim, athletic muscular. Not a beefed up, body-builder, almost like his dad. He flexed his arm and chest in the mirror, watching his muscles move under his skin. As for his… well, he wasn’t one to really compare and see if he was average or not. But what if it wasn’t good enough? Would she stop giving him attention like she was? All these insecurities were now sneaking up on him. What if she stopped showing this attraction to him if she realized who he really was. What he really did. [color=lightblue][i]You’re overthinking again. Stop thinking, just act![/i][/color] Arthur took a deep breath and left the bathroom, making his way back to the bedroom and standing in the doorway, now completely shirtless.

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Jacob’s heart was breaking in his chest, watching Alyssa get teared up. God, the pain was almost as bad as when they broke up. He understood that she probably wouldn’t trust him or believe him off the bat. It sounded like one very tall tale for a guy to spin to get a girl back. But he was telling the truth. No more secrets. His own father had to have gone through this same process with his mother, right? [color=teal]”Until the day I die, I promise I will never break your heart again, Alyssa. You mean more to me than everything I just told you… that is why I’ve told you my biggest secret. Even if it puts me in danger.”[/color] He sat back in the car seat, sighing loudly. He felt better getting so much off his chest to Alyssa, but it didn’t reassure him knowing that she still wasn’t reciprocating feelings. He couldn’t imagine breaking her heart a second time. He would rather die that do that to her. 

Turning back to Alyssa and staring into her eyes he finally spoke up again. [color=teal]”I’ll do whatever you tell me to do. Whatever you think will make me worthy to you again. I will climb the highest mountain, I will sail the largest sea. I will find a way to walk on water for you. Tell me to jump, and I’ll ask how high. I just want you back… and I’ll do anything to get you back.”[/color] He was sincere in his statement, staring back at Alyssa with his big, bright eyes.

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[color=dodgerblue]✖[/color][color=dodgerblue]✖ [/color]Translations:[color=dodgerblue]...
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[color=dodgerblue]✖[/color][color=dodgerblue]✖ [/color]I Feel... [color=dodgerblue]Exited and Turned On[/color]
[color=dodgerblue]✖[/color][color=dodgerblue]✖ [/color]I am At... [color=dodgerblue]Eva's house -> Eva's room[/color]
[color=dodgerblue]✖[/color][color=dodgerblue]✖ [/color]I am With... [color=dodgerblue]Eva[/color]
[color=dodgerblue]✖[/color][color=dodgerblue]✖ [/color]I am Thinking...[color=dodgerblue]"Am I enough for her?"[/color]
[color=dodgerblue]✖[/color][color=dodgerblue]✖ [/color]I am Wearing...[color=dodgerblue]Black Jeans.[/color]