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[color=dodgerblue]NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE... [center]тo вe тнe вαd мαɴ тσ вє тнє ѕα∂ мαη[/center] [/color][right][color=dodgerblue]BEHIND BLUE EYES[/color][/right][color=dodgerblue]AND NO ONE KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE... [center]тo вe нαтed тσ вє ƒαтє∂[/center][/color][right][color=dodgerblue]TO TELLING ONLY LIES[/color][/right] [center][color=gold]╔════════════╬[/color][color=#1e90ff]A[/color][color=#3798e3]R[/color][color=#50a0c6]T[/color][color=#69a8aa]H[/color][color=#82b08e]U[/color][color=#9bb771]R[/color] [color=#cdc739]Z[/color][color=#e6cf1c]A[/color][color=#ffd700]V[/color][color=#e6cf1c]I[/color][color=#cdc739]E[/color][color=#b4bf55]R[/color] [color=#82b08e]M[/color][color=#69a8aa]Y[/color][color=#50a0c6]L[/color][color=#3798e3]E[/color][color=#1e90ff]S[/color][color=gold]╬════════════╗[/color][/center]   Eva’s hand was so soft in his. These simple touches always seemed to cause Arthur’s heart to sore through the air. His eyes followed each lock of her hair as they fell around her shoulders, she was truly perfect in every way- a Goddess among men. And she was staring at him! Or specifically his chest! It rose and fell slowly with each of Arthur’s smooth breaths. He had been debating whether or not to be flexing when he walked in, to make himself appear larger. But he decided against it as he felt like it was lying to Eva. He would rather she see him how he is. It wasn’t like she was hiding anything about her body… besides its appearance under her clothes. He couldn’t lie to himself, he wanted those clothes to be off her right now. He squeezed her hand slightly in his, taking a few more steps closer to her and leaning his face down to her ear. [color=dodgerblue]”I will always come for you, skön…”[/color] His lips brushed against Eva’s ear and moved down towards her jaw, leaving a quick kiss on her jaw. He couldn’t stand it anymore, he wanted her right then and there. In a swift movement, he grabbed Eva under her butt with one hand, and supported her back with another, lifting her up from the ground. He walked over to a bare part of the wall and pushed her back against it for support. His hands moved down her thighs and lifted her thighs up, so she could wrap them around his waist. As he did this, his lips began to attack Eva’s neck again, except on the other side this time. His hand that had been supporting her back snaked around to her front, playing with the bottom of her tank top. But without hesitation, he slipped his hand into her tank top, moving it up her soft skin and straight to her breast. He took in a sharp breath, feeling the bare, soft skin in his hands. So, she hadn’t been wearing a bra? That thought just seemed to get him going even more, as he began to knead it a little bit harder, but still trying to avoid hurting her. It was hard, balancing out his want to ravage her, right then and there, and also keeping it slow and gentle for her. The condom in his pants pocket burned on his thigh, he was sure he would have it permanently imprinted on his thigh. His breaths quickened, and his heart was pounding in his chest. And he was fairly certain he could feel Eva’s heart pounding with his as well. God, he wanted to fuck her then and there. His hand that had been holding her up by her butt, and subsequently had been playing with the edge of her panties under her skirt, began to move down towards the pocket where the condom was. But while reaching for it, he could feel his phone vibrating in his pocket. The only time anyone ever called his number was if it was important, and for a split-second Arthur felt worried. No, not now! Don’t interrupt this, not now! It seemed that every time they got started, something was stepping in between them. Arthur knew it was dangerous to ignore a phone call, like he had missed the night before. But he wanted to keep his focus on Eva, on the moment, on her body. He had to press his hips harder into her once his hand had stopped holding up her butt, to keep her from sliding down the wall. He snaked his hand around in his pocket before precuring the condom, bringing it to his mouth and biting down on the corner. With one swift movement of his hand, he tore it open. He maintained eye contact with Eva while he did this. He discarded the torn part of the wrapper to the nearby trashcan, just barely missing the rim. [color=dodgerblue]”If you want me to stop… say so.”[/color] The same words echoed from Arthur’s lips, as he waited for an ‘all clear’ from Eva. It was taking all of his strength to wait on her response. [center]~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~[/center] Jacob felt his heart sinking in his chest. Did Alyssa mean… her dad was a DEA agent? It felt as if time had stopped and he shivered slightly at the revelation. It was at this point that Jacob finally stopped looking at Alyssa and stared out the opposite window. Stupid! Idiot! He had just given everything to her. He had just told everything, his entire family’s secret, to the daughter of a DEA agent. There was an echo in the back of Jacob’s mind, an “I-told-you-so” from Terrance about telling Alyssa the truth. How could he be so stupid and blind? This wasn’t a romance novel. This was the real world. What had he expected? That she would just forgive him, run into his arms, and now he would have a woman who accepted him, even at the prospect of him inheriting a drug cartel? That she would suddenly change all her values and thoughts, and become the wife of a Drug Lord? His fists clinched tightly in his hands. He couldn’t look at her. He couldn’t face anyone now, not her, and not his family. Oh, if his family knew the [i]stupid[/i] stunt he just pulled… [color=teal]”I see.”[/color] That was all that Jacob could respond to the situation. He still wanted her. But at the same time… it felt like she wasn’t budging on her stance. It didn’t matter what he said, what he offered. It seemed Alyssa already made her mind up about him and their future. He just felt guilty for exposing his family’s secret. Could he trust her not to tell? Or was she going to turn around and report him to her father as soon as she got home? He turned off the radio, there wasn’t anything else to hide about their conversation. She placed the necklace in his hand, and he felt his entire body go numb. He fought hard against the tears welling up in his eyes, as he couldn’t stop staring at the necklace. He couldn’t say anything else as he climbed out of the car, not looking back at Alyssa. He tucked his hands in his pockets, and walked away from the vehicle, shaking his head. Stupid… stupid… stupid… He pulled his phone out of his pocket, and began to call Arthur, the waterworks now overflowing, as Jacob couldn’t stop them. [center][color=gold]╚══════╬[/color] [color=dodgerblue]"We Swedes are used to the cold... I just don't want you to freeze beside me."[/color][color=gold] ╬══════╝[/color][/center] [color=dodgerblue]BUT MY DREAMS... [/color][center][color=dodgerblue]THEY AREN'T AS [/color][b]EMPTY[/b][/center][color=dodgerblue][right] AS MY [s][color=white]CONSCIENCE[/color][/s] SEEMS TO BE[/right][/color] [color=dodgerblue]I HAVE [/color][b]HOURS[/b][color=dodgerblue], ONLY [/color][b][s]LONELY[/s][/b][color=dodgerblue]...[/color][center] MY [color=firebrick]LOVE[/color] IS [color=red][b]VENGEANCE[/b][/color][/center][color=dodgerblue][right] THAT'S [u][color=white]NEVER[/color][/u] [s][color=white]FREE[/color][/s][/right][/color] [color=dodgerblue]✖[/color][color=dodgerblue]✖ [/color]Translations:[color=dodgerblue][1]beautiful [/color] [color=dodgerblue]✖[/color][color=dodgerblue]✖ [/color]I Feel... [color=dodgerblue]Exited and Turned On[/color] [color=dodgerblue]✖[/color][color=dodgerblue]✖ [/color]I am At... [color=dodgerblue]Eva's house -> Eva's room[/color] [color=dodgerblue]✖[/color][color=dodgerblue]✖ [/color]I am With... [color=dodgerblue]Eva[/color] [color=dodgerblue]✖[/color][color=dodgerblue]✖ [/color]I am Thinking...[color=dodgerblue]"I want her so bad!"[/color] [color=dodgerblue]✖[/color][color=dodgerblue]✖ [/color]I am Wearing...[color=dodgerblue]Black Jeans.[/color]