Even when left to my own devices I am seeking out some way to improve something, often myself. Generally this manifests as educational pursuit relative to my own interests or some sort of fitness application. Just what I am preparing myself for or even why eludes me other than the pervasive knowledge that I need better myself in every facet and capacity so that I might provide more for others. It becomes a point of obsession at times, trying to get to the reasons why just as much as those things worth doing.