[img]http://txt-dynamic.cdn.1001fonts.net/txt/dHRmLjIwLmJkZGNlNS5URzluSUVsdU9nLCwuMAAA/square-sans-serif-7.regular.png[/img] [img]http://txt-dynamic.cdn.1001fonts.net/txt/dHRmLjIwLjAwOWVjYy5SSEpsWVcxbGNsZGxZWFpsY2csLC4wAAAAAAAAAAA,/square-sans-serif-7.regular.png[/img] [center][img]http://txt-dynamic.cdn.1001fonts.net/txt/b3RmLjY2LmVkZWRlZS5WR2h2ZFdkb2RITWdiMjRnVUdGemMybHVadywsLjAA/behind-blue-eyes.regular.png[/img][/center] To update those on what is going on, my father has officially passed. It has been a rough two years for the whole family, but I wonder if people will assume or think that I am a terrible person for not feeling sad instead I feel relief. I have seen this man at his best and worst, my times with him are the ones that I grew up with as a boy. Those memories are the best memories, smiling pictures, and warm nostalgic feelings. It’s a weird concept to see people who have pets, who are a part of our family, suffer and they talk about ending their misery. Yet, they don’t have the considerable sympathy to end the suffering of their non four legged friends. It sickens them for some reason. I knew my father through wellness and sickness. He didn’t lose any of his strength, he didn’t lose who he was, but you could tell he couldn’t. I think it killed him knowing or slowly losing the things he should be able to do. Now I hope he is at peace. I spent a long time of my youth already grieving. Now I can be their for my mother and we can breathe. Some will say I am in denial. But I know how I feel. [center][img]http://txt-dynamic.cdn.1001fonts.net/txt/dHRmLjcyLjQ1OWYzYy5UbUYwYUdGdWFXVnNJRk4wWldsdVpYSSwuMAAA/nickainley.regular.png[/img][/center] Nationality: Caucasian, Eastern Asian; Turkish, Hungarian, Dutch, Finnish Age: 17 Appearance: Is he really okay? He greets others with a smile comforting smile on his face, he gives you his condolences in a calm manner. Long black hair that has only been trimmed recently, though it’s still past his chin brushing across his shoulder. As he bows, it brushes across his white, slightly olive hued skin, and gets into his blue irises. He simply brushes it away with a simple, small gesture, his fingers slim, and elegant. He’s always been thin himself, no definition in his body, but his clothes hang a little on him. Deciding not to wear a suit for the funeral, but a pair of tan khakis, a black cardigan, over a sweater. A pair of canvas shoes, black and white. His left ear pierced with a simple earring. [hider= My Condolences][center][img]https://image.ibb.co/h6SeS8/Loren.jpg[/img][/center][/hider] Given the circumstances it was awkward to describe him as a cute heartthrob, but in a different event he’d probably have young girls or even any young man fall for him. He stood at 5’5”, 165cm, and probably weighed on the lighter side. He always had the scent of vanilla wafting from him or something sweet, probably the shampoo in his hair. With a demure presence, the amount of self control, give shim an essence of someone more mature for their age. An admirable trait that added to his charm. Less a prince and more like a charm, comforting aura. [center]“Are you sure you’re okay?” “It stings,” his voice only cracks a little, “Of course. It will take healing and mending, but I prefer to comfort others who need it.”[/center] His voice is calm and steady, it’s soft, and he keeps his tone even. It’s like listening to the embodiment of comfort. Which probably gives the impression to others that he is indeed some somber personality. Though the truth is that his voice, while even, can become light, like vocal skipping when he is excited about something. His laugh is always genuine and warming. Whenever anyone who speaks to him, you always get the sense of an individual who is earnest about the way he feels. Angry when he is angry, it’s stern, hoarse, but never yelling. Happy, is light, and fretting. So and so forth. He can be quite expressive, though that expressiveness is subtle if you’re not listening for it. Personality: They call him Old Man as a joke, while he might be seventeen he seems wise beyond his years. Like a twenty year old stuck in a teenagers body. You will always know where you stand with Nathan, he is not the type of person who will hide his emotions from other people, he’s very clear about what he likes and doesn’t. More developed than some of his peers, he seems to have a lot of emotional maturity that others seem to be still developing which makes him come off adultish and not at all what some would call “kiddish”. Though to those with the self awareness to recognize this is probably a good thing to see in a young adult. It’s not that Nathan is always serious, he does have a sense of humor, though most of his humor is that of dad jokes and pretty terrible puns, or pretty terrible jokes you’d find online, read it once, laugh and not continue to laugh. Nathan’s jovial side though makes him find these jokes funny over and over again, despite everyone’s silence. Just because he can be cool and collected, he does have a fun, and does enjoy a little adventure. He can be spontaneous and do things willingly because he wants to. He simply knows when it is time to tone it down. Nathan is known for giving others advice. He’s always there to be a shoulder for them to cry on, and he tries his best to pick up the older brother role if he can. Those that may need more help, Nathan will be there for them of course. Generally sympathetic and kind natured, with a very subdued and demure personality means that Nathan is always offering in some way, some form of advice. While is patient, and down to earth soul it doesn’t mean Nathan doesn’t have his ticks. Generally things that irritate Nathan cruelty, and those that feel the need to kick people when they are down. He can’t stand an attitude of some asshole, to put it kindly, putting someone down who needs help. And he will give those type of people a piece of his mind. The naturally gentle nature of Nathan can become a storm of fury the moment someone puts someone else down. Bullies and jerks will not earn Nathan’s favor. Crest: Patience Hobbies: Card Games - Nothing is more relaxing than playing solitaire. And nothing is more than a bonding experience than playing a challenging game of goldfish or war. Obscure Trivia - Nathan has a lot of useless information rummaging around in his head. Something he often likes to bring up at random. Old Castles - Living in Europe there is an influence of old castles hidden. He’s always loved the way they spark his interest and aims to visit them all. Even discovering ones not known before. Skills: Mediator Nathan is not a fan of arguments between people. While he understands that conflict can sometimes brings solutions, he also likes to be the mediator. He likes to be the third party individual in a conflict who can illuminate both sides of the argument and smooth things over. Cooking He had to learn to take over the family meals, while it may not be a five star restaurant he can still cook up something wholesome and delicious as long as he knows what the ingredients are. Nathan isn’t really a beautiful plater though, so your meals might not look delicious since he just puts stuff on plate and hopes its delicious to taste. Marksmanship In this day and age it’s surprising to know that someone in this day and age practiced archery, but one of Nathan’s past time before his father’s illness was taking archery classes, learning how to use a longbow. How useful this would become for him later on in his life he wasn’t so sure, but it was fun. Brought him to the time of adventures with knights and old castles. Digimon: Puwamon [center]"I might be tiny, but I am mighty" -smiles- "Who are we going to go after?" -turns on fan- -Puwamon gets blown by the draft- -turns fan off- "How about we wait till your bigger before you start taking on things not quite your size?"[/center] [hider= Once I Figure Out the Wind Machine Nothing Can Stop Me][center][img]https://image.ibb.co/hncxh8/Puwamon.jpg[/img][/center][/hider] Pinamon [center]-flexes wings- "I'm ready?" "For?" "GreySkullmon" -takes out a big halloween balloon slightly deflated- "Aaaaah! What is that?" "Precisely my point,"[/center] [hider= Once I Defeat that Scary Monster I Will Show You][center][img]https://image.ibb.co/gXQYN8/pinamon.jpg[/img][/center][/hider] Falcomon [center]-puts wings up in a boxing stance- -watches with interest- "Come on you want to take me, looking big and tough" -giant boulder begins to move- "What did you say?" Tortomon "He said you have a lovely shell," Nathan "Why thank you," Tortomon looks happy. -Picks Falcomon up- "Tch could have taken him"[/center] [hider= I could have why are you looking at me like that][center][img]https://image.ibb.co/bDwZUo/falcomon.jpg[/img][/center][/hider] Thunderbirdmon [center]"You don't have to take care of me now Nathan, I am older and wiser," "Boulder," -rock comes flying at them- "I am trying to give a rallying speech" -shouts at Ogremon- -another boulder comes flying at them-[/center] [hider= Much Wiser and Much Stronger][center][img]https://image.ibb.co/j63jvT/thunderbirdmon.png[/img][/center][/hider] Yatakaramon [center]"My wings wide turn the sky black as night, blue fades and shines behind me. While a dark aura surrounds me, true calling is to defeat this chaos that has its grasp on the home I call dear. No Digimon shall conquer the world for as long as I stand next to a Digidestin,"[/center] [hider= Prepared for Anything][center][img]https://image.ibb.co/kx4JN8/Yatakaramon.jpg[/img][/center][/hider] Hououmon [center]"Witness my glory and gaze upon my holy light. For my resolve is to illuminate the darkness and cast it out. So it may not have somewhere to hide,"[/center] [hider= Holy Bird][center][img]https://image.ibb.co/hAojvT/Hououmon.jpg[/img][/center][/hider] History: He’s not going to school? Doesn’t that concern you? Two years ago his life changed from one of carefree child folly, to a long and treacherous road one with lots of ups, and downs. Trials and tribulations. Before that, you could say Nathan lived a carefree life. The son of Margaret Steiner and Francis Steiner, his life began as one with a life with adventure, travel, and journey. Encouraged, by his parents, a curious, educated kid Nathan was in love with knights, castles, and queens. History being his favorite subject and begging his parents to take archery to practice shooting through archery slits. Times with his father were ones to the countryside, going to castles, and old buildings. It was stories and tales that filled his imagination. His father a playful, jovial spirit meant he could engage with his son in active powerful ways. Running around, acting like fools, while his father would educate him on the historical figures. It was going to the beach or taking hikes up hills. His father a patience and caring man who understood a child’s imagination needed to fed and fueled like fire. Times with his mother were ones learning crafts or spending time cooking with her. Weirder yet was his excitement on days where he got to go to her work. They were picture lessons and bird watching. Both parents doing what they could to spark their child with experiences, to encourage him to be and do whatever he wanted. It seemed that Nathan may have had never had a trouble in his life at these tender ages. When he was ten he was told he was going to get a sibling. It never came to fruition. There was discussion about a miscarriage and that devastated his mother. A stormy time in his life not sure how to comfort or heal his parents from their lost. They tried again when he was twelve and his little sister came to the world. Times with his sister were a lot diaper changes in the beginning they weren’t very fun, she cried a lot and made a fuss whenever she was hungry. He was sure he was like this too when he was a baby, but it wasn’t very fun. When he was fourteen there was the eye before the storm and father complained of things Nathan couldn’t really understand. Their father was afraid to bring him into the topic, till he was fifteen and introduced to the scary word that shatters any teenagers world. The dreaded C word. The C word that could either be like those uplifting movies when the person overcomes it and everyone is happy. Or the movie where they don’t and you grieve the entire movie. At first it was hard because Father wasn’t as sick, he was still going to school, mom still to work, dad to still work. Things didn’t really seem different until things took for the worst. A small tragedy had played out in his life before. A miscarriage wasn’t something he could experience, but his father ravaging away was something he could. At first it was difficult thing to understand. It was a difficult thing to handle. School became difficult, despite him never having trouble with it before. His relationship with his father seemed more distance as if his father didn’t want him to see him at his weakest. It could have been more like this, his mother working more, his life filled with dread. But Nathan was always somewhat like his father, headstrong in the face of adversary. When the worst of his father’s condition took hold that’s when Nathan dropped school to take the weight off of his mother. She could work and he could deal with his father. At first it was awkward. Dad had so much pride. Jacky couldn’t help yet, she is just afterall a toddler. But Nathan didn’t let it stop him. He pushed and push to help. Beginning to take a lot more responsibility at home. Something his parents were proud of, but worried about. It was hard, and difficult. Though Nathan made it all right. Today marks the day of his father’s death. It makes a moment Nathan can sit back and take a breather. Maybe he’ll go back to school. The sky is the limit, it feels like a great weight has been lifted off his shoulder and he never knew that he had been holding onto that much weight until it’s been taken from him. Theme Song: [center][youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UFyzTtKNzYI[/youtube][/center] Kurama's VA is [url=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PV0pvh3Xk3w]Nathaniel[/url]