[quote=@Blue Demon]
[@Byrd Man]Because I have really bad anxiety and being pitted against other people in something I love and use to reduce my anxiety and depression really makes me upset, depressed and anxious. 
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Okay. I get that, but it's never about dividing it's always about making it feel more like a community and a espirt de corps kind of thing. But you do you, I guess.