Meesei started to open her mouth, but there were no words to follow. In Meesei's professional life, she was a leader, one whose ideas and judgement were meant to be every bit as valuable as her magic. So, it was rare for her to look simply and completely lost, as she did now. She thought back on the last few months, on the wants that she knew she must have been having, but her mind came back empty. She could fill tomes with all she wanted for her pack and her friends, but when she needed to think about herself, there was nothing. 

"I...do not know. I, well...I know I want to take some time with my pack, of course. It is such a rare opportunity for us to do so now, but I have not thought about doing something just for myself for...I am not sure how long. Nothing like what my pack are doing. Nothing that would take me beyond the clan." She replied.