I'm sorry to be the bearer of bad news, but I need to say this:

I'm going to have to cancel the RP. Something had happened last night, and several years worth of struggling with it had culminated into a decision I hope I don't regret, but I feel it is best for my mental health lest I return to my lowest like I was some years ago. What happened is something I don't feel comfortable with discussing here, but I'd like to extend an apology to all of those who joined the RP for canceling it so early on.