[quote=@Nimda] Do you even get what this sounds like to me? [/quote] Clarice: ... no, I don't. I can't even begin to think how it must be for you, because I am not you. I am me. I can only do what I can. I can't think like you ro understand like you because you are your own person with your own thoughts. And you know what? If I had to guess, Id say your angry at me for saying what I did. Im sorry if I upset you. I have too many memories tied to exploring that prevent me from doing so now. Its a mental thing on my end that neither of us can control. Rozu: clarice, please calm down. Remember what the doctor said. Clarice: *sits quietly, holding my hands nervously looking at the ground* Rozu: did you take your medication today? Clarice:.... Rozu: clarice, answer me.