[quote=@souleaterfan320] Clarice: ... no, I don't. I can't even begin to think how it must be for you, because I am not you. I am me. I can only do what I can. I can't think like you ro understand like you because you are your own person with your own thoughts. And you know what? If I had to guess, Id say your angry at me for saying what I did. Im sorry if I upset you. I have too many memories tied to exploring that prevent me from doing so now. Its a mental thing on my end that neither of us can control. Rozu: clarice, please calm down. Remember what the doctor said. Clarice: *sits quietly, holding my hands nervously looking at the ground* Rozu: did you take your medication today? Clarice:.... Rozu: clarice, answer me. [/quote] You both lived the life I could have only dreamed of. You lived something that kept me awake at night as I reached for the stars. Don't give me any of that, just because you decided the most perfect life in the world was "too boring." Everything else is much, much more dull.