[quote=@Nimda] So it [i]is[/i] my fault then. Awesome. It's not like I went from the best thing in the work to a life of monotony or anything. It's not like the only person I looked up to turned out to be scheming to ruin my life. No, it's definitely all my fault. [/quote] Rozu: *frustrated, rubs my nose* She thought she already did. Thats why she took the steps she did. She realzed her error and has changed. This isnt your fault. You need to stop thinking like that.