[quote=@Nimda] I know it's not my fault!! My point is that everything is crumbling around me and you both want me to let her try to do it again?! [/quote] Thats how trust works. I know you dont want to, but she has no control over you know. She couldnt do that to you if she wanted to. Your an adult, capable of making your own choices. She respects that. If you want your abilities, then she has no coice in the matter.